Keep trekking through the wilderness

I feel so burned and hurt by my current career. Losing my job two months ago and not knowing why really affected me. I almost expect to be canned at any moment for no reason. It's to the point where I really don't care about my patients and I'm just going through the motions. It's not fair to them and it's not fair to me. It's time for a change.

I've started researching the GMAT so I can get into an MBA program ASAP. I really can't do nursing anymore, for my own sanity. It's a boatload of cash, but I couldn't care less about the money. I just want to be done with it and move on to other things. Is that overly dramatic? Yeah, I know. Don't judge me.

On a side note, I've noticed that men use me as a springboard to better things. I'm the female version of Good Luck Chuck. I've been left for other women more times than I care to admit.

Life is grand.

It's never enough, is it?

So I can't wait to go back to South Carolina to visit all my friends and family. I'll arrive at 7am November 23 and leave at 9am November 26th. Thanksgiving is gonna be hectic! Truth be told I'm a bit homesick. There are things back home that have been painfully lacking in my life here in L.A.

In other news, if anyone has found my perfect match then please let me know. I'm desperately seeking him.